As I was reading this article "A girl being rape".. I had thought of this.. Why do people not willing to trust God wholeheartedly?? As this thought was wondering around my mind, I recalled what had happened in the past.. Things that I had gone through and had almost give up... Remembering the one time, I had lost confidence on it and started to draw far away.. But God was so great that, He even cares for me in the midst of the adsent of me from His presence.. Although, I was afraid to pray and fellowship with Him but people around me like Roger, Gabriel, Shu Zhen, Michelle, Puay Siong, Cindy Moy, Li Ping, Vic was all by my side to encourage me.. I feel bad to reject their calls but nevertheless, I feel that if God bring the problems to us He will sure bring us out of the problems...
Many times, when I think back... I realise that I had made alot of mistakes (no one is perfect)... Times where the mistakes are too big for me to g through and I feel like giving up, God showered His love to me.. He brings people in to help me.. That's why I said, God is so great that I don't wanna go away from His presences...
Once, I thought of leaving cause of the problems and all the trials and tribulations that I had to gone through are far too heavy for me to carry.. I was carrying in pain and tears.. One night while I'm day dreaming, I feel God touching me, and telling me to trust in Him.. And I kneel down and tears... He hugged me... I can feel His love had just showered over me.. I cried out for His help and waited for it.. Guess what happen next???
Blessing upon blessing are filled onto me..
I suddenly feel a burden in my heart that I need to act on.. I smsed Ping Qi.. Hoping that she will respond to my sms.. She had been MIA for few weeks...
Temptaion: I've been through it almost now and then in my life this year.. I thanked God for forgiving me on once that I have sin against Him on temptation.. All of us will definatly go through all these temptation cos is the devil and satan working on it..
I wanna have a breakthrough.. Breakthrough in everythings I do.. (Relationships with people around me, my work, my pay, my financial, my family, my everything)
Dear God, answer my prayers as I lay down my life for you... The amount of scrifice determine the blessing that comes...
Labels: My sudden thoughts
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