Many people had asked me what happen recently...
Aside to work and studies that tired me alot...
I had been praying for something...
A something that now I can fully let go and let God...
I got to know this person at AC08...
Remember the tough time serving from hall 7 to hall 10...
Serving external non-stop...
We met again on each Sat service & duties...
Xmas service we meet again...
Finally we added each other on facebook and msn...
Lastly, I had make a promise that I will write a card for everyone I know on their bday...
This person is one of them I wrote a card to...
A simple card that break the ice in between...
Things goes smooth for a start...
Then it fated away...
We stop contacting for a moment...
Months later, we meet up again...
Dinners and for once we went for movie...
I never thought of anything at all...
I remembered we had discuss on one issue...
I remembered the reply was not the right time yet...
I remembered a promise was made by this person...
Then.....
We hardly talk to each other again...
Was surprise that we are from the same zone...
I found out during the sub-zone service...
And this person start to shared with things...
I thought we are starting off again...
But then....
Something happened...
We went on silent war...
Never talk to each other again...
Then....
I asked about the zone retreat...
Was sad that this person initally didnt sign up..
But then mind was changed...
During the zone retreat, everything was ok...
Was surprise by the act from this person...
Guess maybe I had expected too much...
Things doesnt turn out well after that...
I started to chose to ignore...
But never stop praying...
God answered what I had asked for...
Now that I know the true colour...
This person forgotten about the promise that was made...
Lifes of me still moves on...
Tears do drop non-stop...
Eyes swollen for sure...
Encouragement from friends who knows this matter...
I had see the real you...
A person that will break promises...**If you are reading this, just want to tell you that it will be a memories... Whatever decision you make, I will support you... So long as you are happy, I am happy...**
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