Remembering the blog that I had posted on the uncle on the left from the picture.
My heart sank, tears running down from my eyes non-stop.
I am the last to know that he is in the last stage of cancer.

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强.
The moment my small aunt break the news to me, I endure.
Endure till I cant control.
I teared on the way home.
I can see that my small uncle is hanging on.

I am breaking off.
Will miracle happen one more time?
God, if you can do it for my third uncle last year, can you do it again this year?

My big uncle is getting thinner.
Hairs all gone.
Face as pale as a sheet.
He hardly can eat.

He is close to me.
Someone so dear to me.
He set great example to everyone in the family.

He deserve even better.
He fight through all these while.
His heart is run by battery for many years.
His eyesight is partially gone.
But he still stand strong.
He still encourage all of us when my third uncle is in ICU last year.
He never fails to hold our hands to tell us that everything will be alright my third uncle was found having virus infection.

He still put on the smile to take that picture when I request to have one picture of him.
I regretted not to have one picture taken with him.
Seeing him enduring the pain to sit up and smile, my heart sank.

I am lost.
I am holding on to the courage.
I am hanging on to Your strength.

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Its all about my life and emotions throughout my daily walk...
All the ups & downs...
If you want to comment anything by all means...
After all, I'm still a human...
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JoRin Tan
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Diploma in Business Admin
Loves Winnie the Pooh / Ducky / Spooky / Muffy

I AM:
- A someone who can be very silents at all times.
- A someone who dont like to anyhow share my things to others, only those who know me well.
- A someone who loves to help one another even though I don't have the abilities to do so.
- A someone who is no longer like who you used to know before.



I WILL:
- Try my best.
- Laugh until I cry.
- Be the best that I can be.
- Never give up.
- always late if I lost interest in you

Mission Trip to Taiwan Emerge
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Mission Trip to Surabaya
iTouch or new iPod
New handphone
A Bigger Room
A Guitar
A Tenor Saxophone
Flute
More Make up colours
Hong Kong trip on my Birthday
You will be there

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