I can say that today I am rather emo.. Reason are stated below..
1) Just before going to work today, was talking to someone dearest to me.. Have some heart to heart talk... Guess I really dont wanna let go of it... Sometimes I seriously feel that why I wanna chose this path... Its all becos I trust you... I trust those promise that you have made... Wondering how much have I changes this 3mths, I really felt that I have changed alot... From an Angel that you used to know me to a Devil now... How can I express how I feel to you? You have your point of view and I have mine... All I need is to have a heart to heart talk with you only... But I find that everytime, either one of us will get very emo...
2) I got a sales of 6.8k came in. Finally hit my quota. Guess what? I am ask to leave cos I didnt hit my quota. Have a good talk with DS, really shared with him how I feel this 1.5mths at JC. But afterall, I feel... Leaving is still the best choice..
3) Reached home, Jason from Venture Era told me that they have decided to take up the db mining packages. Guess what??? 8k sales ok?? No kidding.... But DS say cannot approve.. Shared with DS when having the talk to him how much effort I had put in to prospect... Harvest doesnt rip so fast to me, perhaps I am used to the IT Sales style ba~
4) Called WK and had some funny chat with him, dont know how to share with him as what I planned... Ended up I sms him instead... I already knew what he will reply, and kinda expected it... I know it hurts, as I said what can I do?? Based on my position at that period of time I cant do anything... Vene knows abt it... I chose not to hurt the other party, and not trying to be selfish.... I have to make a choice... And seriously, the choice I made really hurts deeply... WK, you know what I mean? I really dont mean it..
5) Someone dearest to me called me and tell me that he is down with fever... Guess I have spread the virus to him... I knida worried... Tried to call him back a few times but no respond... Smsed him and no reply too... Endure~ Its painful to endure~
Just merely today only so many things had happen... ARGH~~
DEVIL CAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME??? I PROCLAIM IT RIGHT NOW~~
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